December 2009
Two Thousand & Nine in a Checklist
In 2009 I have:
(x) stayed single for the whole year (x) made out in/on a car ( ) kissed in the snow ( ) celebrated Halloween ( ) kissed in the rain (x) had your heart broken (x) broke someone else’s heart ( ) had a stalker ( ) went over the minutes on your cell phone (x) had a good relationship with someone ( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation ( ) gotten pregnant ( ) had an abortion...
im scared.
im scared to let myself go. to let myself believe that he could like me too. i dont want to be hurt again. i dont think i could handle it….
i wonder..
if it’s right for me to be so shaken up about seeing him again. not a good shaken up, but a more scared shaking.
i was at quicklys earlier tonight and my friend was outside and she texted me saying he was there. so i quickly told my sister and her bf that we needed to go. i wasn’t ready to see or talk to him again. so we walked out and i didn’t look his way at all and said...
wth =x
so he IMed tonight. i honestly did not know what to say to him. it was so awkward and maybe i shouldn’t answer him next time.
yea. i won’t answer him next time. what a way to ruin a good night.
jerk =x
pisses me off.
why do guys have to be so immature >.< *@&#*$&
dangit. i regret not deleting HIM off of facebook FIRST! all well..im not going to trouble myself with him any longer. he’s something im completely regret in my life. i dont want to think about all the pain he’s caused me. im done.
