hello.

HIGHS
Finally HOME after 7months
FarEast Movement
Big Sis’s Birthday
Karaoke
HEFTY HASHISSS
MELTDOWN 
New Friends
Long Talks
Thanksgiving
Parties

Lows
Disappointment
School
Alone
Failure
Money
Life 

(1) STUDYYYYYYY!!!!
(2) Workout at least 5days a week
(3) Go to all my classes
(4) Do all the readings
(5) Get tickets to the Linkin Park concert
(6) Save money!
(7) No staying up late
(8) New phone
(9) WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK
(10) Organize music folders
(11) Christmas cards for ppl 
(12) Come up with New Year’s Resolutions
(13) Get over it…
(14) Talk to him?
(15) New friends
(16) Read a book
(17) Call people
(18) Write letters!
(19) See the snow~
(20) Help and support Andie
(21) Ace Finals!
(22) No more smoking
(23) Have fun!
(24) No more regrets
(25) Update Tumblr more often
(26) Eat better ie. NO JUNK FOOD
(27) Plan next Vegas trip ;P
(28) Purikura with my Besties
(29) Study more Japanese
(30) Go out on New Year’s Eve =P 

I miss that feeling when you like a guy and they talk to you a lot. It’s that unsure feeling. Like you don’t know where it’ll go but there’s still that chance of it becoming something special. 
I miss feeling like I did a good job. That I genuinely did what I was supposed to do. I don’t have to succeed but just knowing that I did it.
I miss feeling like I have something to really look forward to. I miss feeling excited about school.
I guess..I just miss feeling. I’ve been so numb lately. It’s the only way to truly get through things without feeling disappointed. I miss those happy feelings..