February 2010
realize.
so..i was talking to a friend and turns out he’s wondering when ill be together with “the guy” too xP he says that i should attach myself to another guy and then something will happen. but i dont know. guys are so confusing for me. really. they are =x
its all confusing.
so yea..theres a guy. i like him. but i dont know. i told myself to just ignore my feelings for him because it seemed like he didn’t like me in that way. but now..i dont kno. its starting to feel like how it was before with ray and then jay. i just wish i had the nerve to ask him how he felt about me. but i dont. i hate it. i reaally do. i mean we basically hang out all the time. i go over...
