I feel this is probably one of my low points in my life.
I don’t like it. I’ve gained 10lbs since I’ve moved home. Also not happy about that at all.
After I’ve moved home, it seems everyone in SD has been able to find new jobs.
I can’t find the motivation to keep this relationship together.
Ugh…ever since I’ve moved home, I don’t think I’ve ever been more frustrated.
I’ve decided to just take one step at a time.
Go to the gym more. No more snacking. Keep applying. Try to keep my head up….
I really need to stop posting emo stuff =/
- that the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.
- that no matter how good a friend is, they’re going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
- that just because two people argue, it doesn’t mean they don’t love each other. And just because they don’t argue, it doesn’t mean they do.
There’s so many things I should’ve, could’ve and would’ve done, but I didn’t. To think about it, one little action was all I needed to do to make the outcome different in many situations. If only I could turn back the hands of time, I would take the chance instead of spending all of my time regretting what I should of done.
I feel like I’m damaged and unable to have a relationship. Or maybe I’m just not at a good point in my life for a relationship.
I should be feeling more, right? But I don’t care. I wish I could be back in San Diego and feel like I don’t need a guy. I miss having my friends around me.
UGHHH! Why is it so hard to find a freakin’ job too?! seriously. I’ve applied to about 5 and NONE have gotten back to me. My goodness…life is seriously sucking.
I clicked on the source to see if this was legit. The staff really sent this.
just in case.