Find Yourself (TyDi Remix) - John O’Callaghan
I cant believe this is the first time I listen to this remix… love it!
my friend and i were talking about this last night…
sorry for worrying about you. sorry for liking you. sorry for ever even trying. sorry for wanting to talk. sorry for wanting to save our friendship.
Just so many things I could apologize for but I know it won’t do any good. He makes it so difficult…
m-flo loves Alex ft. Clazziquai - Love Me After 12AM
I’m at that point where I don’t care. I like him. I tried. But he’s just being stupid. I’m tired of thinking about it. Tired of asking myself, ‘Why else would all of his friends say we should date?’ I’m just left feeling disappointed and embarrassed for even trying.
So I’m kind of done with him.
Also at that point where I thought there could have been something special, but when no effort is put in at all on his part, then I guess I wasn’t that special…which is usually how it is.
Stupid guys. Time for a break. Missing those days when I didn’t need to have a guy to make me happy a.k.a San Diego days.
Being home is just a constant reminder of how I have not found that special someone. Too many couples, man. Sick of it =x
My new job has me just sitting in front of a computer all day -.- sucks….
I’ve definitely gained weight and I feel gross. So starting tomorrow, I will try and get back into my healthy mode.
Gotta buy new running shoes tomorrow, though :3
Hmmm…I guess it just hit me that I’m growing up.
I like it but at the same time I’m kind of scared. It’s a whole new chapter and I have no idea what to expect. There are some things that I hope will work out and happen in the future, but right now…I’m just going to enjoy the moment.
I would also like to wish a Happy 24th Birthday to my dear friend, Joel. I miss him so much that words just can’t describe how much. I just know that he’s looking down on and watching out for us =) I live each day for him knowing that’s what he would have wanted.
I found a bunch of my old papers from high school and I’m quite surprised at some of my writing. I think, they’re actually pretty good xP Kinda wish I had put more effort into writing and perfecting it.
Well gotta get through the week and can’t wait for my birthday dinner on Friday. Don’t know where it is cause my Other Half won’t tell me. But makes me more excited~
Plus we move cubicles at work :3 kekekeke~ time to pick which decorations to bring!